Blessed on Top of Blessed....

 Hey everyone. It has been a while since I have blogged. I'm back. Been working hard and guess what I am actually going to start on some school work this weekend so I won't be in the same situation as last time. I have been blessed a lot over the last couple weeks and I owe it all to God. I am so glad that he knows the desires of my heart and know what burdens me. I know that I can depend on him when all else may fail. The Lord never leaves our side. I have so much confidence in the word of God and his teachings. I read and meditate daily so that I can be closer to God. Sometimes I think the devil tries to mess up your flow of plans. He may say to you, don't read the bible now. Read it later. We can procrastinate with God. He comes on time for us. We must do the same with him. No excuses when it comes to the Lord.

On a more personal level. I got a major break through on some bills. I am so blessed and thankful along with really being Humbled by God's work on my life. I just wanted to let people know that you may think your in the worse situation health wise, financially and etc. First off there is someone out there worse than you, secondly if you give it to God he will take care of it just in time. He gives us things that maybe trouble us for a reason. How will we appreciate good if we don't have some bad?

I have really decided this year to make some well needed changes in my life because I have been through so much. I want to be more relaxed and calm. I talked about in a previous post about being humble and finding peace. Everyday is not going to go as planned. It would not be called life if everything was simple. I just hope that I am able to reach out to people around the world that can relate to me. I mostly want to inspire someone. Please always remember to believe in God. Place him in your life. Life is so much meaningful when you have a relationship with Christ. He will never forsake you.

I hope everyone has a blessed and love filled valentines day. We had a little party at work today. I got a lot of candy and little valentine cards. It is those simple things that makes me smile and be so thankful. Every year I use to go out and buy myself candy and stuffed animals for valentines day. I thought if no man would make me happy on earth God gave me the ability to provide for myself. I love me and God loves me more.

Experienced a storm on top of a blessing...

So as I always mention life for me is up and down with the things that I go through daily. I still chose to find some type of wonderful even when I maybe down. We are all humans and we can hurt, stress and worry even when we try to be so hard and strong. For the most part I have been learning to really be patient and wait on the Lord to guide me in every aspect of my life.

We can't continue to stress over the things that we can't change. We don't have the power to make any type of Godly changes because we are only human. Even when we plan things it still comes out twisted and turned around in ways you never thought it could go. That is where you simple sit back and say..ok that's life!

I have set up plans to make monthly payments for my medical bills. Called and let them know I would be making a payment on a certain day and then was not able to. No I don't have bad credit but yes I fear one of my bills will hit my credit and mess up my plan to get a home loan so I can purchase my first house in a few months.

Things came up and plans changed to where I could not even attempt to make a payment on any of those planned medical bills. Yes I stay proactive and called each one to let them know that I just simply don't have it. I'm putting forth the effort to make contact with them to let them know I'm a honest person and am trying very hard to pay my debt. I JUST DON'T HAVE IT!

In life we make so many plans and we just can't do EVERYTHING. My lights where on the verge of getting cut off. My mother blessed me to pay some of that bill. All in Jesus name. I am able to see and have lights and heat in this cold winter. God worked that out and my mom just happened to be going to pay her light bill that day.

My Father bought me groceries so I could have nourishment for my body all in Jesus name. God made this possible. I just so happened to pick up a ad to Kroger yesterday only wishing I had enough money to catch the latest sells. Then my dad called and let me know he was coming down to take me to the store. My heart filled with joy because I knew that God did that.

God has really came into my life without any kind of plan on my part. He just did it. This was beyond my wildest desires. God knows what I need more than what I may want. I had a gift card that I was able to use for household supplies.

I have a ride to work everyday. I am just so blessed. Even though I constantly battle different types of depression, stress, and just the experience of LIFE. I know that deep inside there is always a better plan in the spirit of my FATHER in HEAVEN. With that I give God so much praise. He has done so much for me and I know this is not the end. I am so humbled by his works and I know God works through people.

Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you.
Just know that sometimes in life things don't always go as planned but know that God will give you the desires of your heart. He has the ultimate plan and when one thing falls down God will pour you out a blessing by his design. You have to place it upon Gods will. I hope this has touched someone. I am a real human being and I struggle just like everyone else does in the world but I hold on to my faith because I know God is not finished with me yet.

He is the GREAT I AM! I hope everyone has a blessed night in Jesus name may you lay your troubles with God and know that he will take care of it. Let him be the MASTER in your PLAN.

Zaundra-

God just blessed me beyond my dreams! Thank you Jesus for your faithfulness.

As I have been blogging I had reached some very hard financial hardships in my life lately. It seemed like there was no way out and I was going to constantly be in a bind beyond my control. I have learned to just sit and breathe and just let everything work itself out because there was nothing I could do about everything that was going on.

  Today I received a break through. The biggest bill that had been burdening me was set free from my shoulders. I give so much Glory to God. I think of the Representative that helped me today as a Angel. She was so helpful and worked everything out where I have a balance showing ZERO and even have a big credit on my account. I have been dealing with this hardship for about 5 months now and I can't explain how it has caused some really hard times, days of no sleep, crying and just sadness trying to figure it all out.

I decided a couple months back to just let it rest and I knew that God would fix it. I tried my hardest not to worry about it any more because I knew that God would work it all out for me and with that being said I am free and I know that was very patient and I believed in the word of God and he showed me his faithfulness.

Today a lady was sent to me by the name of Wendy to help me and just be a ear to listen. She was so compasionate, loyal and determined to help me with my account that I had so many issues with. She took the time on the phone with me for about close to 2 hours to make sure I was getting the care I deserved so that I can be stressfree from this situation.

I am so excited and over-whelmed. When you are patient God will show you that he is in control. Things may not happen when you want them but it really does come right on time. This has been the biggest blessing to happen in the new year. I owe it all to God. I am so blessed now I can sleep better. I just wanted to give a praise report and let you all people that are going through a hard time know that God will work everything out if you just wait patiently because God takes care of his children. He really does and if this was not God I don't know what was! I will never doubt God he is a God of promise. Don't give up on GOD because he will never give up on you or leave or forsake you .

God is a God of promise. The great I am not Is! I hope everyone has a blessed night in JESUS name.

Feeling blessed

Well Thursday was my first day back to work. I had been off for a few days because I had been sick. I am blessed that I am feeling better. Still having trouble with some health issues but I am blessed in so many ways. I am excited about the plans and goals that I have set with myself. The feeling of being blessed is sometimes unexplainable. I'm glad to have family in my life and people that I can talk to. I'm very glad that I have a relationship with God and I know that he is going to be the head of my life ALWAYS.

I have some neat exciting make-up post for all you fashionable ladies soon. I will post some fragrances for men too. I love creating things. It's theruptic for me to make fragrances, lotions and more. You never know what talents God will place in your hands until you are patient and pay attention and listen to his words.

I'm signing off right now. I will blog a little later on. I hope everyone has a blessed and peaceful night in JESUS name.